Top 10 Reasons Why I'm Not Hyped for High School

So I am still on summer break. I go back to school in a week- week and a half- 2 weeks. I don't know, anyway. I am a freshman in high school and while I'm kinda looking forward to it. I'm not looking forward to it at the same time. This is another non votable list. But as always Feel free to message me any tips you have.
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The Top Ten

1 The older jerks

For whatever reason the older classes always bully the younger class. And it's not just my high school either. I'm pretty sure every other high school has this problem.

2 Largest high school in the state.

My high school has well over 2,000 people who attend it.And yes I'm from the good old USofA.

3 Basically lose all my friends

Making friends isn't the easiest thing for me.

4 My Luck

Only Twilightkitsune knows how bad it is but yes it's bad.

5 I'm not the social type

I'm just a shy guy. MLPfan and Twilightkitsune know.

6 I have to join a friend group.

Most friend groups I've experienced aren't the most welcoming

7 After high school

Unlike everyone else. I have no idea what I want to do with my life after high school other than going to college.

8 Classes

I guarantee that all my friends will be in the same class whereas I'm with a bunch of strangers. #screwed

9 Big school

I don't know my way around my own high school. I swear I'm going to get lost in the place.

10 No experience

Unlike my friends I'm the oldest in my family. And sometimes I hate it. This is one of those times.#screwed