Hello TopTenners, if you're reading this right now it means I am dead. Well, technically I am... I guess? I don't know, thing is that I decided to leave TheTopTens. *cue shocked gasps* Yes, your Dark Lord of the Underworld has decided to leave this site.

Why you ask? Truthfully, I have no concrete reason as to why I decided to leave. I just started to drift away from the website. At first it was because I was moving and had no time AT ALL to go on (which I hated because I was completely obsessed with this site) and from then on I just stopped logging on. I just slowly started to drift away as I said before.

I decided to write this blog post to inform my friends here on the site that I left. Yes, surprisingly I do have friends here! I'm shocked, too! If I just broke anyone's heart because I left (which I doubt I did) I'm really sorry. I mean, I do have a Wattpad account and if you guys want, you can create an account there and message me. I'm on there every time I have the chance to go on, so if you guys want to keep in touch with me, Wattpad is a great way to communicate with me. But just don't read my books there, they're like 50% 'where is this story going?' and 50% 'what was she thinking when she wrote this?'. Just message me, follow me, whatever, just DON'T read my books.

I guess it might've been rude of me to just leave without a notice, but I didn't want to make a big fuzz about it (which I doubt would have occurred). Honestly, I think me leaving TTT won't make any difference. I barely did anything on the site so... Yeah. Kris gone = no difference.

I mean, I love this site and everyone on it, so don't even think any of you drove me away or anything. It was just me... Okay this is sounding a lot like the whole "it's not you, it's me" cliché. But seriously, I just lost interest on the site. After looking at all the lists that I could find about Creepypastas, Breaking Benjamin, My Chemical Romance, frnkiero andthe cellabration (which there was only one list. WTF!?!? Frank Iero is such an amazing musician and I was quite offended when I only found one list about him and his band) weird pick-up lines, best singers, best songs, and so on, I just lost that spark I had when I first found the website.

And before I end this post, I would also like to thank all my friends that I met here:

-PositronWildhawk (the funniest, smartest, and most creative guy that I have ever encountered and may I add great with puns. I really looked up to him while I was still here on the site and I just find all his lists to be amazing)

-keycha1n (my bestie here on the site who is super nice, sweet, understanding, and an AMAZING artist. Joy you're drawings are amazing! You inspired me to start drawing again and I really want to thank you for that! I'll miss you so much!)

-AngryByrd (I am 10000000% sure this guy is me from another dimension where I am a guy. He has just great music taste [BB, MCR, TDG, Tool, etc.], he wants to be a psychologist when he grows up, he falls asleep while listening to music... Seriously he's like my clone! And I hope he and his band get discovered in the near future!!! Remember that I'll always be your #1 fan and I'll be there for every one of your concerts in the future!!! MAKE SOME MERCH!!! I'LL BUY LIKE HALF OF IT!!! NOPE, SCRATCH THAT, I'LL PRETTY MUCH BUY ALL OF IT!!! I NEED YOUR BAND MERCH!!!)

-gemcloben, Mcking1003, and IronSabbathPriest (ah, the little trio! Gemcloben is one of my friends here and I'm really glad I got to meet him. He's an awesome dude with an AMAZING taste in music. I never really even talked to McKing1003 or IronSabbathPriest but DAYUM!!! If they like the bands I like they're my new best friends. No questions asked, they like what I like and that immediately makes them my friends. Stay awesome you three! KEEP BEING THE AWESOME METALHEADS THAT YOU ARE!!!)

-Garythesnail (MY LITTLE BRO!!! Well, he's like a little brother to me even though we're not related at all. He's like the epitome of sweet! Nope, change that, sweet is the epitome of Garythesnail. Love you little bro!)

-samanime (my co-writer and first friend here on TTT!!! This guy is like the complete horror fan! Seriously! Even more than me and I've practically seen every horror movie in existence! Twice! I gotta give samanime some credit for being more of a fan than me!)

-Letdot52 (THIS GUY!!! I JUST CAN'T EVEN START EXPLAINING HOW MUCH OF AN AMAZING FRIEND HE'S BEEN!!! Seriously, I just can't even put it into words! He's funny, random, nice, and I really love how he's a devout Christian (even though I'm atheist) it proves that he stands for what he believes in. Gonna miss you dude!)

I would seriously name EVERY SINGLE TopTennner here but I feel like I'll crash the site! Seriously it happened before with Wattpad. I'm pretty sure I wrote too much and crashed down the whole website for like an hour and I don't want to do that again!

If I didn't mention someone, just know that every each and one of you mean the world to your friends here on TTT. You are all unique in your own special way and an amazing contribution to TTT! Stay awesome, okay?!

I am very horrible at goodbyes, so I'll just end with some quotes that I really love (They're all going to be by My Chemical Romance [YOU JUST GOTTA LOVE THE BAND!!!] XD ). I'll miss you guys so much! Create an account on Wattpad if you want to keep in touch with me (DON'T READ MY BOOKS!!!)! Love you all, Bye! </3

"Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise up from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself in order to become a new person." ~Gerard Way

"One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure it's worth watching." ~Gerard Way

"It's okay to love something a little too much, as long as it's the real you." ~Gerard Way

"We're saying it's okay to be messed up, there's other people just like you. And if we stick together we'll get through this." ~Gerard Way

"All your quirks and all your problems, even your depressions, and your failures that's... that's what makes you, you." ~Gerard Way

"To ignore death and to be afraid of it is dumb because everyone is going to face it at some point. If you look at death and the reality of it, you realize that we’re all going to die, so let’s use this time on Earth to be positive and do good things.” ~Ray Toro.

"No matter what anybody says, don't take anybody's f***ing bulls**t. Because you're better than them, you're faster than them, and goddammit, you're much better looking!" ~Gerard Way

"Anything can be art. Anything can be self-expression. Now you take the weapon and run with it." ~Gerard Way

"You'll never be f***ing normal because nobody is f***ing normal." Frank Iero

"You cannot, and I'm serious, you CANNOT be ashamed of who you are, no matter how much s**t you get for it, or how much bullying you get, you can't change who you are for anybody else. And I know it takes a lot, but it makes you a stronger person and you'll be so happy that you didn't later on in life." Frank Iero

"I was washing my face in the sink. I looked in the mirror and I was like "You're still uncool". And I was really happy." ~Gerard Way

"The teachers thought there was something wrong with me because I wouldn’t talk to other kids. I was almost playing mind games with them.” ~Mikey Way

"It’s kind of dumb; everybody should be able to listen to the kind of music they want and just because you’re a fan of a band for a longer period of time doesn’t mean you have a greater stake of claim to the band or the music.” ~ Ray Toro

“I think hula-hoops need to come back from the dead. The world is less violent when people are using hula-hoops.” ~Mikey Way

"My biggest addictions have been chocolate cake, mashed potatoes, and butter sandwiches." ~Frank Iero (MINE TOO!!! CHOCOLATE CAKE IS DELICIOUS!!!)

"I feel like theres so many people out there who have the kids in the palm of their hand listening, but there are so few people saying something" ~Gerard Way


Well, googbye. Can't wait to read your books! - gemcloben

I miss you so much:.. (I love you too. - Garythesnail

"I think me leaving TTT won't make any difference."

It already did. Garythesnail made a list about you. If you weren't aware of it, whenever people announce their leaving of TheTopTens, everyone especially the closest friends beg them to stay on the site.

There should be no reason to leave TheTopTens (or worse, have your account deleted) just out of a loss of interest for the site. There are many times when I don't have anything interesting to contribute, but the best thing to do in that case would be to stay quiet. If you lose interest in the site, come back in a month, maybe a year. We will still remember who you are.

Or not. I assume you won't be able to read this. - NuMetalManiak

If you're still here, do you want to remain in my series before you go? - IronSabbathPriest

Even though we see each other liek everyday, I'm still gonna miss you! But seriously what's for lunch today? - visitor

I get it. I'll seriously miss chatting with you, but will happily keep in touch through wattpad! Never change Kris <3 - keycha1n

You know, I threatened to leave the site, TWICE. But, I wouldn't leave. BESIDES, you can always log in anytime whenever you can. People didn't care if I would leave, but they do care if I stay. Some people are even heartless enough to not care that my parents are SEPERATED. Anyway, thanks for including me, and you will come back anyway. - McKing1003

Seriously dude! When will you know it's not anyone else's job to care about what happens to you, than you! These people are not heartless and how do you even know they don't care? And you need to stop acting butthurt and get some self respect. - visitor

As PetSounds very boldly said, you can be away for some time, but never permanently leave. - PositronWildhawk

I want you to know how much you meant to me. Your departure has shaken me. I will see what I can do about wattpad! Thank you for your time on the site, and I just want to say, I will miss you! Words cannot describe how I feel. It's almost like I lost a family member!
Love, AngryByrd
You will be with me forever. - AngryByrd

I really will miss you. I can't stress that enough. Return if possible! - PositronWildhawk