TopTenners Who Have Been Suicidal

Pretty much EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE I feel bad about SOMETHING. Like how EVERY T.V. sHOW EVER MADE can be considered crappy or awful, how I got banned from Wikipedia for doing the STUPIDEST things, and other awful stuff. I even feel guilty for liking Liv and Maddie, even though it's my favorite show. Why you ask? Because of all the people who hate it. I've realized that, if you think about it, there really ISN'T such a thing as a good T.V. show. EVERY SHOW has SOMETHING wrong with it, or SOME reason to hate it. Why can't we live in a world where you CAN like a show WITHOUT feeling like you're gonna go to hell for liking a show other people can't stand? It's like this with EVERY SHOW. EVERY TIME I like a show, I can't help but KNOW that someone, somewhere, considers it the worst show ever made. It's just SAD. I feel like I'm gonna go to hell because of ALL the shows I like that other people think are the worst ever (Liv and Maddie, Teletubbies, iCarly, and yes, even SpongeBob is guilty of this, and not JUST because of the new episodes. Even OLD episodes have reasons to hate it. And RiverClanRocks hates the show.) I don't get why we don't just hate EVERY SHOW EVER MADE until the end of time. My parents and brother say that you have the right to like what you wanna like, but how do they know that's true? How do they know it's NOT a sin to like shows people hate? I can STILL imagine God telling us it's TRUE we should hate every show. Even Old SpongeBob! It's just sad I tell you, SAD! I fail to see how my life could be any worse than it already is. The stupidity and insanity of society does not help, either. I can't help but KNOW that NO PERSON alive is sane. No matter what, there's ALWAYS stuff they like that you KNOW is awful or otherwise bad, and stuff they don't like or even HATE that you KNOW is good (I lost count of how many people hate Frozen, for example. And for WHAT? JUST BECAUSE it's overrated?! ) Seriously, it's 12:51 AM on a Wednesday night (August 19, 2015),... more

As long as you remain alive, no matter how bad things are there is always the Chance that they can get better. If you end it, there is No chance. Stick around for the whole ride, the ups and the downs.

I can't imagine ever going back to being seriously suicidal. But If anyone is currently contemplating it, just power through and know that better things are yet to come.

I'm really late to the party, but thank you for making this list...

Struggling with depression, anxiety, stuff I wouldn't like to mention, no one understands. But I'm getting phsycological help.

Yes, I have been suicidal, and I'm slowly getting back on track. I suffer from depression, anxiety, autism, ADHD, OCD, schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, and I think that's it. I just feel so afraid every time I think about killing myself, even though I really want to. I've cut myself before, but it hurt so bad and I kept stressing about the cut getting infected. Why can't I live a normal life?

Wow I would never expect him to be suicidal he seemed so happy all the time, although I guess that's how we all act.

Thanks for adding me to this list. I've by far cured 20% of my depression. So you might see me change over the times.

Yeah, on how happy and how stupid I can be, surprisingly I've been suicidal and still think suicidal thoughts. I've been depressed for 5 months one time. and I had no friends before and people bullied me all the time. My depression is gone and I'm alright now and have many friends in all places. I think that I controlled it but I had to take pills to help me get better cause I was bullied all the time, I cried over almost everything. I'm a soft hearted SoB I know, but I hardened up though (not that way trolololo) anyways I also nearly committed suicide once.

Don't do it TK. Stay strong even when you feel like dying and never coming back. Life holds so much for you.

It's true, people. I've felt way down at the deep blues at very devastating times of my own pool of blood and tears. Good does not always triumph, I'm not winning this time...

2017 and 2018 are not very good years for me to be honest... But I wont get into that.