Top 10 Worst Things About Depression
It's really bad because I can't do it on my own. I tried to get better, but it's only getting worse. I really want to talk to someone, but I feel really ashamed.
This is the most important thing to consider: Never, ever, attempt suicide because it is one of the deadly sins. There's also a lot of life to offer. You are strong, and you can ask anybody for help. It is important to know that you can continue your life until it's over.
Please, don't kill yourself. Life has much more to offer.
I've thought of suicide before. I felt, and usually still feel, like no one cares about me, like no one loves me. But I know it's not true. Please, don't commit suicide. I promise with my whole heart that there's someone out there who cares about you, who would give the whole world for you.
Learning new skills is much harder.
I used to love reading, going outside, and creating things. Now, that's just a distant memory.
Ugh, I hate the pressure so much! It just makes my anger bubble up so much that at any second I'm liable to snap someone's neck.
No one even understands what it is like to just be bothered by many things. To have many weird habits and interests. To be slow and incompetent compared to everyone else both physically, academically, and socially.
To want and need to be alone for long periods of time to function properly and feel calm. To not have a desire to live and get better. To have depression so badly, to so badly desire a whole other life and want to be a whole other person with whole other relationships and just forget this current life and live the dream life in peace.
I know there are people with worse lives, but it's just how I feel. Call me stupid or insane, but it's just how I have felt for many years and still feel this way to this day.
That's me on a daily basis. I act like I have high self-esteem when in reality I don't.
I have no self-confidence whatsoever.
I've always had pretty low self-esteem, but depression can completely destroy your self-esteem and make you hate yourself.
The bullies only make it worse for you guys. This is why I hate bullies.
A year ago and this year, I was bullied. It made me feel very insecure, and I fell into depression/bipolar. I wanted to attempt suicide, but when I did, I stopped and felt how life was. It was beautiful, and I will get over this. I still have depression today, but it's not as bad.
People say I'm "fake depressed" or goofy and immature. They then say that I'm playing the victim and that there are people with worse lives, and that my life is just fine and I do things just fine even though I don't.
There are "phases" in which someone loves some unexpected music or something, and they act like something is drastically wrong. Then, they treat feeling like you'll collapse under all of your hardships and losing any sense of hope as a "phase," and do nothing about it. Seem right? I think not.
"Huehuehue the reason you're so depressed is because it's a phase because you listen to that metal music huehuehue!" No, it isn't. It's not a phase. It's a serious problem.