Top 10 Worst Mental Disorders to Have

1. Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

   I have this, and I can definitely say that it's the worst mental disorder to have. It's not just "cleaning" and "organizing" like society says. Sure, some OCD sufferers do that, but if we don't do it, we get anxiety.

   And the worst thing about OCD? The intrusive thoughts. I've had them every single day since September of last year, and I wish I could just remove them from my mind forever. The more I try to rid them from my head, the more I think about them. I've had OCD since I was a kid, but it was never this bad until late last year. If I could get rid of my OCD, I would do it in a heartbeat.

   Living with OCD is one of the worst things ever. I'm constantly afraid that everything I touch will make me sick in some way.

2. Schizophrenia

   

   Worst thing ever. It completely ruined my life. I hear and see things I won't explain to you. That's part of paranoid schizophrenia.

   I also have disorganized schizophrenia, which messes with my thought process, making me extremely weird. With a combination of those, insomnia, and violent behavior, it is very dangerous.

   Let me elaborate: disorganized schizophrenia also makes me unable to control what I do or say. I get angry for no reason or happy for no reason. I can become verbally and physically violent toward other people.

3. ADHD (Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder)

   I have ADHD, and I want to die. I feel it's way too underrated how severe and damaging ADHD can be on someone's mental state. I personally have it really bad, and I can't learn anything, even on medication.

   The hyperactivity makes me super emotional at times. When I was younger, I was treated horribly because nobody knew I had it until I was 13. I'm 17 now, and I have social anxiety disorder and am getting tested for borderline personality disorder. ADHD is almost like a gateway to other mental health disorders. It needs more recognition and awareness.

   It stinks. You have self-hating issues, anger issues, you're likely to get wooshed (you can't stand a joke), and you get extremely offended sometimes.

   It's annoying to everyone because these kids are like something from a horror game where you're in an asylum trying to escape. Everyone in my social dynamics class tries to stay calm and not provoke the kid in order to avoid making him screech 90% of the time.

4. Bipolar Disorder

5. Anxiety Disorder

   Anxiety is natural. I remember how much anxiety I had before taking medication. My anxiety pills have calmed me down. I take them every day and night regularly.

   The people around me - friends, family - have refused to take medication regularly ever since childhood. I honor myself, set boundaries, and everyone around me avoids responsibility entirely. I regularly get gaslit so much that I barely get on the internet and social media because of them.

   It sucks, especially if you have both autism and anxiety at the same time.

6. Depression

   How is this lower than autism? I have autism myself, but I honestly don't really have any big problems with it. People with depression, on the other hand...

   I've never had it, but I think this should be #1.

7. Borderline Personality Disorder

   It sucks because you feel empty inside, and you yell your complaints out loud to make everyone feel bad.

8. Anorexia Nervosa

9. Dissociative Identity Disorder (Multiple Personality Disorder)

10. Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

The Newcomers
11. ?

    Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder

12. ?

    Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD)

The Contenders

13. Misophonia

    Misophonia is less of a conditional disease disorder and more of a natural stimulant response.

14. Dementia

15. Antisocial Personality Disorder

16. Gender Dysphoria

17. Trichotillomania

18. Bulimia Nervosa

19. Psychopathy

20. Intermittent Explosive Disorder

21. Oppositional Defiant Disorder