Top 10 Worst Mental Disorders to Have
I have this, and I can definitely say that it's the worst mental disorder to have. It's not just "cleaning" and "organizing" like society says. Sure, some OCD sufferers do that, but if we don't do it, we get anxiety.
And the worst thing about OCD? The intrusive thoughts. I've had them every single day since September of last year, and I wish I could just remove them from my mind forever. The more I try to rid them from my head, the more I think about them. I've had OCD since I was a kid, but it was never this bad until late last year. If I could get rid of my OCD, I would do it in a heartbeat.
Worst thing ever. It completely ruined my life. I hear and see things I won't explain to you. That's part of paranoid schizophrenia.
I also have disorganized schizophrenia, which messes with my thought process, making me extremely weird. With a combination of those, insomnia, and violent behavior, it is very dangerous.
Let me elaborate: disorganized schizophrenia also makes me unable to control what I do or say. I get angry for no reason or happy for no reason. I can become verbally and physically violent toward other people.
I have ADHD, and I want to die. I feel it's way too underrated how severe and damaging ADHD can be on someone's mental state. I personally have it really bad, and I can't learn anything, even on medication.
The hyperactivity makes me super emotional at times. When I was younger, I was treated horribly because nobody knew I had it until I was 13. I'm 17 now, and I have social anxiety disorder and am getting tested for borderline personality disorder. ADHD is almost like a gateway to other mental health disorders. It needs more recognition and awareness.
Anxiety is natural. I remember how much anxiety I had before taking medication. My anxiety pills have calmed me down. I take them every day and night regularly.
The people around me - friends, family - have refused to take medication regularly ever since childhood. I honor myself, set boundaries, and everyone around me avoids responsibility entirely. I regularly get gaslit so much that I barely get on the internet and social media because of them.
It sucks, especially if you have both autism and anxiety at the same time.
It sucks because you feel empty inside, and you yell your complaints out loud to make everyone feel bad.
How is this lower than autism? I have autism myself, but I honestly don't really have any big problems with it. People with depression, on the other hand...
I've never had it, but I think this should be #1.
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